another mildly visious rant

another mildly visious rant.



Ya know what, i think the ahesits sell themselves short. I mean they gave up to easilly, simply beacause all those Things seemed true, until the emotional and cognitive snaaypsiss started fireing.

It got too intence..........waaaaa.............cant take alittle fire? expand and test another theory for yourself. no you proudly state "i ahve catagorically denounced ALL religions as You do and i am so much happyier with life see i can do this jsut the same as you , no god nessacary. So Whaaa and your idea of eternal punishment is so cruel how DARE YOU put that on any god!


WE reject you, right guys?


And i wonder if , in light of their arguements if they ever practiced or tried to go deeper in understanding...you havent tested all means, many of you have settled in being faithless because of all the insanity just as many chrisitans will avoid the "devil" at all cost. For you their cant be a god there wont be a god, there is only reality.

Yet you deny any kind of spiritual reality. With out really testing it. WHY....becasue it supposes a God?............anyway whats so BAD about their being a god? IS it the rules men make? because god dont want that either.


It says so throught out the bible.......GOD wants a people that mirror him. It not about omnipresent and ohh ahh mental states many of YOU have never even come close to experiencing. God wants you to grow beyond that.

But you will anyway..........it does not matter HOW you learn about reality, and come to know reality is not only like a dream it is also as if god was dreaming.

and sorry to sound so mean but why do people die.... because they must.....becasue they do, learn the lesson this evil provides and try to live for the true and that cultivate all the good things. God will reveal his reality for you, to you, as you apply efforts to attain knowledge of truth.

Stopping at athesit mental masterbation is merely a distraction, to you taking a look into your own mind and sprit and wonder about your own existance.........and to suffer the pain. But on a very deep and even logical and true level God and his fucking bible contain the words that lead to life abundantly, but there are NO true scottsman.

And if you will give up a proper search for god simply because THAT ONE IS FALSE> then you are a fool. And you are stuck in your pettiness. You think your giving me truth? The truth i seek is understanding not just arguments and walls. I am not an agnostic. I tried to be.......i tried to be dualistic i even tried to BE deadness for eternity and to ponder which parts of me stay and go and to imagine what not being would be. I could not. And your arguments are not increasing my understanding they are not progressive unto knowledge that would be a spiritual truth, and a logical truth.


You gave up......to dropped out of boot camp boys, you didn't make the cut. You control conversations with collage rules and boyish antics. You ridicule many apologising perspectives of god, and do not subject them to new arguments/inquiry/discussion/consideration by you. Your knowledge is not gained it is memorised.

like EW.....ok..........

A Christian group of friends ideally grow as they discuss their bible, they tend to gain improvements in understanding and breaking down such petty things in their minds. They grow not by memorising and obeying doctrines, they come to truth by obedience, and sometimes the good Lord lets Doubt test you.

OH you poor poor baby.....yeah it fucking hurts.......that's reality.

And you cave the first REAL time you went to battle. It not about brainwashing it is about integrity to testing everything you think you know and to make sure you did just fool yourself Again.

EVEN CHRISTIANS have to practice this and have pain. once i left the fold and tried to crawl back in. But the fence is higher this time......you have to REALLY SHOW ME.... but if only i would look harder i can see that little place that is just for me. I Love my garden, i love my choice, what if i give it up? I am defending my ground but if i will not consider the field in a different way, would i not be a fool? That would be like round two of trial by fire. Your just defending a post, not really in-guess-tigating god with you self, alone. You have quit at a mental stage where that insight comes as an ephpihany and you under understand there is no god, and you when fold, and you are very upset about that.

Now you spend your energy defending that view. and not defending what you really think......merely that you think, what another person convinced you of. Just like we Christians get "saved". This is my current theory..........and i will ponder it and test it and be sure of it before i go preaching to people TRUTH.............har har har.........thats not truth.



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