Dear Reader,
I am the constant seeker of the living truth thing ...the farther i go the more we walk, learning. Yeah .a lot of cool groups believe that, But i dont want to join their religions.
The trouble with people is notions of superiority because they have been in association with themselves for so long in their group, and want new people to meet merits and levels and pass certain tests of character and knowledge...and blah blah blah. Am i rebellious?
Yes perhaps i am. For people like me this is frustrating...i respect and admire and understand and will obey customarily but, come on guys......let me just tell you please the gospel according to me.........I have walked thru many deserts and I am so excited because now
.......every where I would seek instruction of my Lord, he has already taught me in the desert. but imagine one jumping up saying wow that's it. I knew that.............but do really you want me to email to this sign up list thingy and get some papers as a test for priest worthiness?
If I lived in the early years I guess i might have become a hermit, such is my irritation with formalities when the lord as i know him's truth is flowing and perfect.
... Am I bragging..............er..........well......even the bible says one can boast in the lord..........it is not my righteousness that has blessed me but submission to his.........understanding of truth.
Yet a few would keep trying to take my eyes of my Christ and put it on the one they don't know. Or they would try to convince me to let go of the imagination of god altogether and become god-ness or nothing-ness...
I think that's bullshit. My view is god is infinite knowledge, i am infinite ignorance, i am created to be a receptacle of god's knowledge and to perceive it as we have enjoyment of each other. Each of us are created to know god as we know him.
......yeah ............. being a hermit would be a nice life, no one but the trees can understand what I mean. ... can you imagine being Jeremiah, or Ezekiel?...... imagine being a common stranger walking up on Ezekiel's hut, during the year he was in meditation and prophecy with the Lord......
........it must have appeared BONKERS. Any way i am happy to learn my understandings have made me qualify for most religions......i am grateful to their being and to have had the chance to see them.....
Many times in my walk I learn new things and exclaim to god, wow did YOU know that was in there!..... And each new view I see of thus... same truth.... I dance around and yell at god asking him why he never showed that to me earlier it would have cleared up A LOT.......
They say that Jesus was every man, when he was on the cross. I say no he, was is wasssing every man including me, his whole life.......and because he suffered even to the depth of my evil and delusion, that he made a way so that every man including me whom he died for, to be able to, be is being with him as their relief and comfort from suffering.
See when I had my messiah complex, it dawned on me that even I cannot claim to be the Christ or to self redeem. I can only be a witness of all truth bowing to christ and all lies bowing to self....
Christianity and Judaism and Muslim are the only religions/texts I have seen that have the point of view of an individual outside ONE GOD. And the other paths are very very seemingly personal one-ish-God-icle..... .
..........Their are demons posted upon every step in the way to heaven, each more seems to be the living way..... i think humans make mistakes when they get a grand realization that explains EVERYTHING!...
er..merely one facade of eternal truth and run off trying to convert their minds to always reflect that one grand illusion....for god is limitless truth, he is perceived clearly by limitless means.......you can't conform your mind to one understanding ....you cannot limit definition of god by blotting them out with definition for the non existence of god.....
......in the end who is being discussed?
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