Fish Sticks and Ignorant Misery

 It has been a rough time.....the author doesn't even feel like writing.

*pauses to sip on the coffee and pick a play list....or do i want the radio?*

Not feeling mystic, not being god's special fart, just sitting here wanting to have a chat about all the things and opinions in my head about what is going on in reality.

 

*scruff it one can't loose with led zeppelin mother ship. And now for the getting high.....*

Want to pretend I am sitting in the house of my  alter ego.  We chose the back yard...because the kinds of things I want to talk about are not for the scrutiny of the Living room, nor the problem fixing of the Kitchen, and what I should want to get off my chest should be carefully let and not to be subject for a trip to the Basement.

 

This analogy of the house/ mental compartments are illustrated within  the symbology of my novel. But I am not educated enough to explain or describe or label what psychological/Hindu/Buddhist function it is named.

 But each room has a purpose and observation, and I think I have consistently used these meanings in the body of my work. 

But again, I am not educated enough to self determine if I am not insane.

Of course I don't know very many insane people who can make logical and objectively observant self inquiry sooo.

 

I am not insane. Yet i am Crazy.

 

But in a few passages of predetermined time, i will not be seen at all.  None of us will be seen.

There is a new program out there in the really real world. I can sum it up in this statement.

 

Individuality is Brainwashing.  Questioning is Psychopathy. It is the New Normal. 

 

(gee if only the gospel of Jesus Christ could have spread as rapidly we might have been saved)

There is a to do or not to do argument going around the world. And i marvel....

"I wonder why the "correct people" can never logically counter your a and b proposition. I mean they never try to. They never give you bullet points back which are not abstract fear- based or blind appeal to authority"

 

Well people, i was going to try to post the entire statement i made...but it has been deleted by the OP due to not agreeing with their whole premise.

 

Or because it could not be countered. The hypocrisy around us is maddening. (not to mention the lead poisoned behavior from all ... top down, all nations suddenly think the same and no one is allowed to be human anymore)

 

The People who are called conspiracy and psycho anti's....when they argue, they each have their own personal way to argue their points.

The *correct* and brave people each repeat the same script to include calling the rest of us brainwashed.

IF they try to counter back their whole premise is faith, and appeal to large numbers, and appeal to authority, and to spit back  "well you are not educated", straw-manning, and ad hoc. ( well i don't know if that is the right term i never studied logic)

It is SOOOOO strange to me.

 

 A few years back all the Atheist where released and they gave us all classes on the use of logic.

 THEN all the Narcissist psychologists where unleashed and they taught classes about how abuse operates. 

THEN they released the gate keepers to feed us History and Esoteric Secrets. They taught us classes on finding our source and on liberating our minds.

BUT NOW>.....

Everyone didn't take those lessons seriously.

Some people believe that there is a thing called the 'revelation of the method'. A belief that in order to absolve the bad guys of karma, they have to tell us straight up what they are doing.

 

I wonder if there is also a law to determine that they also have to show us the path out as well.

And leave it up to our own sinful digression.

Well...think it over.

Before each dark time was a time of  renaissance.  

I hate humans.

I fucking hate them.

*i hate them so much i love them*

Anyway..... *led zeppelin time....Since i been loving you*

The human right of self expression is cut off. The human expression of intelligent de/inducement are disallowed. The desire to self determine and live within the frame of our own mental reference....is not inclusive enough to be good for the masses' digestion therefore  ware this mask and shut up.

Ok master...i sure don't want anyone to think that i think for myself about stuff. By golly....that would be outrageous.

damn, i am going to the gulag for that. But here is a thought.....

Who is going to be the guards in this gulag, who is going to torture me to make sure that i learn how to think properly?  Who today has the work ethic, the moral ethic, or the dedication to the cause and the noble ideal to stay off their cell phones and do the job of culture reconstruction?

I mean....i just died last life of this brainwashing  crowd psychosis. HOW does it happen again so quickly!

 

Some humans want to control the minds of all the humans.....some humans want to control us completely without even asking us, some humans put out programs of thought, and emotional appeals to other people who trust them.

 

We ought to have been able to trust them. That is what we made the government system up for in the first place. Because individuals do need some collectivism to manage the larger things of life and living together.  etc etc.

 

 Why can i state something that was once common knowledge fact...and get *sez you* as a retort?  HOW can that human be satisfied with himself?

Basically their logic literally boils down to...."do what i say because i think you are stupid. And i have all these magnanimous what if's and paranoia that make it morally acceptable for me to hurt you. "

 

WHY are they incapable of self reflection and awareness, while i, the fucking schizoid, IS CAPABLE!

 

 How can he be hopeful that god won't miss him? Or that the powers he obeys will be kind when he never gets a fair chance to think things over?

I know how to stop evil.

I do.

But you won't like the idea.

You will not be able to mentally go thru what it takes to stop evil right now.

Sorry.

Because stopping evil is going to be the most hurtful and selfish thing you can ever do. And everyone you love will HATE YOU for stopping evil.

They will.

Sorry.

And you will also HATE YOURSELF for stopping evil.  You will feel that you are the most terrible scum on the planet if you do what you must do in order to stop evil RIGHT NOW.

 

It has nothing to do with what you study.

 

Who your faith is in; Or

 

How special your fart of consciousness is.

 

And the consequences are eternal. The consequences are relative. The consequences are bloody. And if you can do it.....you make the world laugh at the little imps running around beating you, killing you, imprisoning you, and telling you how and what to think.

You would end that forever.

 

And if you do not.  May the gods all turn their heads in shame of you.  

May the gods help us, but not for the sake of mankind, but for the god's own sake.

 

Up until now the gods had freedom of expression. They could move poetry and ideas and circumstances and dreams and fantasies and beautiful life stories.

 

And now...by the design of mere evil Humans the conscious population of this planet, of their situations, and of their living personal interactions, of their desires to express personality and beauty....THE FOOD FOR THE GODS.

 

Will be prepared for the gods by humans into perpetuity......

 

FISH STICKS and ignorant human misery.

 

Be blessed with the knowledge of what needs done by you, if you want to be free my friends.

 

And final thought....

Think of the movie Labyrinth.

Think of the final lines.

"Just fear me, love me, do as I say, and I will be your slave."

Think of the song " Within you" and the scene where he throws the crystal ball in his cruelty. And the ball lands in Toby's hand.

SO much can be thought thru here in these symbols. But what I see is....

The ball is Sara's dreams. And Jareth has the power to share them with her.

She refuses to take the ball, does not seek her dreams for herself, therefore  it is Jareth's cruelty to let her have her dreams thru Toby.

Which will, of course never really be filled....just hoped for, and celebrated if they come true.

Think of ..... the whole final dialogue again.... 

 

"You have no power over me" and she refused to be enslaved to Jareth. Who does not have any power to make her love him, or to control her, or to even enjoy her beauty with and within her.

For Jareth to be loved, he has to be wanted. Even in his fierceness, and in his cruelty.   

But. Why does Sarah run away?

 

Commonly we imagine good on Sarah...Bittersweet for all.

But.

What is *Jareth* that has no power over her yet can take the baby, can command the goblins, can reorder time itself, and help you achieve your dreams?

I think....

Jareth is Wisdom.